The sea still kisses the shore.. never really hurt before.

Listening to James Yuill's songs and feeling sad and alone. D:

Thinking of going outside.
The weather is really lovely.

Havn't got the songs on my phone though..
Probably the only thing that's stopping me.


Hope you guys are having a better day than me.

xoxo

Jag var så jäkla lycklig just då.
Efter att ha sett Fröken Sverige. (Don't judge me!)
Satt och log och snackade med lilla, gulliga SimonN.
(Jag kallar honom det även om han är äldre, längre och starkare än mig)
Tänkte på morgondagens planer med Emma.
Så kommer du och bara förstör allt.
Nu sitter man här helt förvirrad och lite sur.

Jesper tycker att du är en idiot.
Som först sätter på charmen
Och när man börjat gilla dig
Så dissar du en.

Jag vill inte tro på det.
Jag fortsätter hoppas.. Även om det kanske förstör min hälsa.

Nä, detta handlar inte om dig! Okej?!

Jupp, jag verkar ha psykiska problem som faller för fel snubbar 24/7.
Hjälp?

It killed me to think that you never did care

Background music: Lissie - When I'm Alone

Frulle ♥ Emma :3
Give it a shot, dude..

Blablabla.

The sky is grey..
And so is my mood.

I'm completely over T now.
Pretty neat, huh?

"Jag vill ha hans nummer så jag kan störa honom när han inte är online..
Så att han slutar prata med mig
Och så blir jag ledsen
Och sen så kommer jag över det
Och sen så är jag fri"


I need to get a life.

And I wake up in the morning with the taste of your tongue

Today I heard Simon's voice.
Rawr! :$

'Scuze me sir, may I please have your number? 'Cause I seem to have lost mine. :3

What to do when you're on your own..

The party yesterday was awesome!
Helena should stand Emma up more often. :3
I laughed, danced, spoke to some random cool people and played card games, such as "Bubblan". ^__^
I also played on the swings with Emma while talking about boys. (a)
Really had a great time.
Thanks. ^____^

Today I went to Lund with the rest of the family to get our hair cut.
No major changes really..
- "Major Changes" *salutes*
(Haha.. How I met your mother ftw!)
After that I met Jonas, "Jonesh".
We spoke of random stuff whilst I ate McFlurry Daim and Jonas ate two cheeseburgers.
Jenny truly love her McFlurry Daim. <3
And it wasn't really that awkward meeting him. (y)

Mom and I ate at Wok kitchen and then I tried to catch up on some sleep in the car.
Unfortunately, I failed.
Dad wouldn't shut up. D:
The whole time I was like; "yeah.. mhm.. okey.. mhm.. yeah.."

Atm I'm listing to James Yuill's "On your own".
Pure love <3
(And wanting Simon to sign in so that I can ask him for his number. o:)
Or at least speak to him on Skype.. :/

I'm in a great mood today. ^___^

Be safe, lovelies!
Catch ya later!
xoxo

Did you know that..

I hate you?

I'm a morning bitch, baby!

Dancing in my chair while listening to Friday's Morgonpasset.
10 weeks until they're back. D:
And Moa won't be back at all.
Going to miss her.

Haha, sounds like I actually know these people..
It's kind of stalker-ish, isn't it?

Kodjo's laugh. <3

Hm.
My dress is very comfortable.
Very soft.
I love you, red dress. :3
Baloo wouldn't stop petting me Friday night.
Think he likes my dress too. Haha.

All my shows have taken a holiday. D:
Dissin' me for some time in sun, ey?
How will survive?

Kakaoxo made me "addicted" to Baking Life at FB.
I HATE MYSEEEEELF. XD


My quest to find new fun people close to home continues.

"So kiss me.." No, this has nothing to do with the post, it's the lyrics to a song.. SO DON'T GET ANY IDEAS!

Some feedback would be nice..
'Cause I know you're reading this.
Natti, Jesper, David.
Other people..?

Joined Ungdomar.se yesterday.
Pretty neat site.

Lie, lie to my face.. (8) ♥

I read What my girlfriend doesn't know yesterday.
It's the second part of the story about Sophie and Robin.
(Read the first book, What my mother doesn't know during the time we spent in the car on Mother's day.)
Totally started hating the guy..
Can't believe I wanted my own personal Robin.

I do understand Tessa though.
Think I kind of want the same thing as she does in the book.
That is if I can't find anything real.
(You'll have to Google it or just ask me if you're curious to what that might be.)

I don't think I'd "steal" someone's boyfriends though..

. . .

Oh crap.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
Omg, I'm such an arse!

I know you won't be reading this, but I'm so terribly sorry E.
I'm horrible for even thinking about it,
and worse for actually trying.
Even though I was 90% sure I'd fail.

I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.


Probably won't stop me from continuing though..
Having that thought in the back of my head..
Hopefully it'll fade after a while.

But I'm fugly, awkward and a freak.
And he seems to like you a lot.
So you really shouldn't worry.
Nothing will ever happen.

The curtains flew and then he appeared, saying: Don't be afraid

I'm falling in to my old patterns.
It's just with a different person, that's all..

FYI, that's not a good thing.

"The heart is a rebel"

Just a heads up:
This post is going to have a lot of complaining in it.
Because Jenny's not in the best mood atm.
Sorry.


I hate hope.
It can go fuck itself and leave me the hell alone.
Yeah, Jenny used the f-word. OMAGAD!
Did hell just freeze over and pigs learn to fly?
Perhaps.

Also,
How come I'm always plan B when you want to hang out?
Or C.
Or D.
And so on..
Am I really that horrible to hang out with? .__.''

The pathetic thing is that Jenny doesn't even realize that she's plan B. She's completely oblivious to the fact that her being asked only happened because no one else had said yes.
You truly get all warm and fuzzy inside when you overhear someone saying "Yeah.. sorry that I couldn't go to the movies with you tomorrow.. It's my dad's birthday".
"Oh, I wasn't the first one you asked?"
"No."

James is thinking of saving up some money to come visit me..
I feel really mean for not telling him that he shouldn't.
I'm going to be a huge disappointment to him.
So not worth that kind of money.
Not even worth a dime, really.
I should probably talk him out of it.

Yeah
Maybe
No, you bitch! Do it now.
Yeah.. when he's online.. I think. Happy now?
Not really
Oh