Mar 30, 2009

He found that bed so easily in the dark.

I know.. I'm not writing that much anymore.
Havn't got anything exciting to share.

Hmm.. But I guess I can try to write something..

Jenny's having a hard time staying away from cookies and such.
But I'll kick her arse if she slips up again.

I havn't used my camera in a while.. which is sad.
I sort of miss it.

The headache continues.
It's no fun going to school when all you want to do is sleep.

Hmm.. What else is there to complain about? X3
No, I'll stop.

I think I'll go visit my old friend, the trampoline, for a while.
Bb my darlings. ^____^

Mar 19, 2009

Nanana..

Oh, I totally forgot to tell you something that happened last tuesday.
I started to wear my long-sleeved shirts in the bakery.
The second day of wearing one of them Elise came up to me and pulled up the sleeves to check for scars.
Turned out Emma thought I was cutting myself too.
I was all like: "OMG! I've been showing my freakin' wrists all day long, I'm not a cutter." x____x''

Haha, thought it was sort of cute though.
At least they care if I live or die. ^____^
Or maybe they just needed something "kwl" to talk about. X3

Mar 18, 2009

Iiih..

MAHAHAHA,
I'm like.. insane atm.

Jumping around in my room, singing very horribly.
I'm in need of someone to talk to.
I think.

The men in the white coats will come for me soon.
Don't worry.

Sharing tiiiime! And yes, I've so lost it. ^____^''

I want to have someone who knows everything about me.
I don't even care if the person thinks I'm a freak or whatever.
But yeah.. It would be nice if we were friends or something.
'Cause then there wouldn't be any.. uh.. blocks?
You'd be able to talk about anything and everything.

And it would be awesome if someone could listen to the strange things the voices in my head are saying sometimes. It's hilarious! But that might be because I've got the same humour as myself. o____o''

Sadly, I don't act on that feeling. Ever.
And when I want to I can't think of anything to say. x____x
Which SOOOO sucks!

Come on, ask me anything.
I'll be completely honest.
I promise.

Mar 17, 2009

How dare you! I'm not drunk, I'm just tired.. T___T''

It feels like I'm on drugs or something atm.
Wait.. I am!
These pills are seriously screwing up my body.
I was on the edge of crying one whole freakin' day.
And everything just came crashing down when mum called me unhealthy.
Like.. drama queen much?
And then there's days when I'm filled with joy.
I just want scream and sing 'cause I've got all this happyness and nowhere to put it.
Haha.. x___x

But yeah.. What I was meaning to say was that I'm veeery sleepy.
I hope I don't get this weird on Saturday.
('Cause I can get extremely strange when I'm tired.)
Or maybe I do.
It would be sort of kwl. :3
Oh, and for the people who doesn't know what I'm talking about, (which means.. everyone) me and some of the others from my class are going to play GH4 at Emma's on Saturday. A sleepover. How.. girlie. o____o''

Uhmmmm.. We have 1 person who might be reading this now.
So let's say hello to Natti.
"Hello Nathalie."

Hm.. My pillow is calling out for me.
Or maybe it's the other way around. :3

Sweet dreams everyone. (= Natti X3)

Mar 13, 2009

"Meep, meep!"

The rest of the day was much better.
Me likey.
I smiled a lot on the train home.
And the bus.
And.. uh.. while walking. ^_____^

And the whole "Eek! Speaking infront of the class, I'm so going to die!"-thing wasn't that bad. But I think it sounded like I was choking or something. Haha.. .____.''

Tasty food in about.. half an hour. Yum-yum.
And then there'll be movies with Baloo and more tastyness.

I'm going to make brownies tomorrow.
Jealous?
You should be.

Oh, and Chuck is tha shit. <3

"Style doesn't matter when you're on your back." - Remember that fact.

- "We're going to play soccer today."
- "Kill me, why don't you?" x____x''

Jenny seriously hates soccer.
She can't kick a ball.
And sometimes she's terrified of it.
Be afraid, be very afraid.
'Cause it will hurt you.

I'm at school atm, writing on a computer in the library.
Had to eat alone at lunch today.
Sort of sucked, but I survived.
And it was my own fault anyway.

The day started out great.
Except for the whole "Ugh, I hate getting up at 6."- thing.
But that all went away after gym.
I can't get these stupid tears out of my eyes.
("Getting them out" doesn't equal crying.)

Can't think of anything else to say.
So I guess this is goodbye.

Mar 12, 2009

Tears, tears and.. more tears.

Jenny's been a bit sad today.
Or.. just a part of the day.
The last part.
It's rather pathetic really.
I don't even know why.. x____x''

It snowed today. A lot.
And I think it'll stay for a while.
I WANTED IT TO BE SPRING! T____T
Guess I'll have to wait a little longer.
Goodbye to running in the forest.
I'll miss ya'.

Mar 11, 2009

Now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack.

I think I had fun yesterday.
Well.. most of the day.
I can't really escape boredness for a whole day, that's impossible.

Anywaaay.
School was.. school.
Bake, bake, baaake.

Got home, starving 'cause we had some mushroom soup and Jenny doesn't like mushrooms. x___x
Started feeling sick after a while, so I made some fries.
Bad idea, very unhealthy. They weren't very tasty, but I ate them anyway. .___.''
Then I got all mad at myself so I decided to go out and run for while.
It was sort of fun actually.
After that I sat on the trampoline for about half an hour.
Listened to music and sang.
Went to bed early, which was sort of awesome. Go me!

Hmm.. Today it stared to snow.
And I was all like; "Omg, NOOO! It just started getting warmer!"
But I think it melted before it hit the ground, so that's good. :3

I've been tired for like.. a week now, maybe even more.
All the time.
And it's getting on my nerves.
I think mum's a bit concerned.
I'm not that worried, but I really want it to stop. ; n ;

Mar 9, 2009

I can't swim through all the shit you talk.

Hello folks.
(And yes, I'm well aware that there isn't anyone reading my blog. But whatever.)
Uhmmm.. I went shopping yesterday.
In Lund.
With mum, ofc. [a]
I was actually in the mood to do some shopping.
Which is extremely weird when it comes to me.
No, I'm SO not your typical girl.
No make-up, shopping = yuck in my world (except for sometimes, ofc.), my hair's almost always a mess and I'm in love with big shirts. For men, maha. X3 Oh, and I don't shave. I'm a hippie. :3 Why bather, right? It's not like anyone wants a piece of this anyway.

I ate at Wok Kitchen and mum at McDonalds.
I absolutely adore their Chicken noodles. Yum-yum. <3
And I got ice cream on the way home. Very unhealthy, but oh so tasty.

What I bought?
Uh.. One pair of shoes, blue converse. ^___^
A pair of jeans, that I might return,
3 long sleeved shirts,
2 T-shirts,
And a pair of shorts.

Hmm.. Today I've been.. (During my free time)
Dancing freakishly to my wonderful music,
Laughing,
Watching Bones and Merlin,
Singing,
Sad,
Bored a lot,
Tired.

And I've also talked to Allard a little.

I might photograph the new clothes and stuff later and post the pictures here.

Mar 7, 2009

Take the white pill, you'll feel alright



Jenny wants to look like that.
Yeees, she want's to be all pixel.. ie. o____o
(Not really.. but.. uhm.. yeah)
And yes, she's been playing with the dolls again. X3

Nathalie and I used to be on that site a lot before.
But that was ages ago.

But yeah.. I like her clothes. .___.''

"These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks.." <3

Mar 5, 2009

Jenny's sort of high atm..

- "You'd so laugh at yourself if you were someone else."
- "Yeah.. wait, what?" o___o

Duuude, that seriously doesn't make any sense..
I love Alex's voice. <3

If your heart was broken, you'd be dead.

Hmm.. I don't know if it's been a good or a bad day today.
I talked more than usual.. I think.
Which was nice.. I guess.
But I've been tired all day,
and the headache I've had for ages seriously won't go away. x____x''

Uhm.. I'm going to say that it was a good day.
'Cause I usually have a headache, and I really can't let that ruin my day.

Tomorrow I'm going to have to speak infront of the class for 5min about boring stuff.
I'm sooo going to die.
But if I don't, I'll get candy. ^____^
(After dinner ofc, but still.. Yuuuum!)
And yes, I'm very unhealthy.
But at least I'm not eating it during the week.
And I've stopped eating cookies and such too.
And yeah, I am sort of proud of that. X3

Mar 2, 2009

We're all begging for a better place..

My hair smells like cupcakes.
Chocolate cupcakes.
Yum-yum.

Right now Jenny's singing.
It probably sounds horrible, but she doesn't really care atm.

Some people in my class are racist.
-____-''

Mar 1, 2009

Lalala.. -___-''


Don't even bother reading the two first posts.
Hmm.. I'm going to blame it on.. uh.. hormones.
Yeah.. o___o''

I'll try to only make posts about happy things from now on.