Music (almost) always saves the day..

The Sleeping will be my drug for tonight.

Hmm.. I wonder what music I would choose to listen to the last minutes of my life if I were to kill myself.
That's a very hard choice..
Maybe that's what will keep me from killing myself?
Maha.. That would be very sad.
No, I'm not going to commit suicide.
I think I'm just being an attention whore, as always. .___.''

I'm not allowed to be sad.
And definitely not depressed.
(Which I'm probably not.. right? o___o)
I've got a good life.
Friends, family, no heartbreaking stories.
There's absolutely no reason for me to complain.
But I can't really stop.. so.. uhm.. yeah.

Sorry, sorry, sorry.
I truly am sorry.

Faking a smile

Awesome, I'm being ignored. ^___^''

And that's probably why I created the blog.
It's not like I've got anything else to do..
Hm.. that's a lie.
I do have some homework I can do.
But I'm not very fond of doing them during the weekends.
I'm not very fond of doing them at all.

I think I just scared someone who I thought didn't scare very easily.
Guess I was wrong.
I always seem to freak people out.
It's one of my not so great gifts.

I'm going to miss him, though..
He seemed nice.
And I think he seriously wanted to help me.
It's a waste of time if you ask me, my brain will always be damaged.

I will always scare off the people I like.