Lie, lie to my face.. (8) ♥

I read What my girlfriend doesn't know yesterday.
It's the second part of the story about Sophie and Robin.
(Read the first book, What my mother doesn't know during the time we spent in the car on Mother's day.)
Totally started hating the guy..
Can't believe I wanted my own personal Robin.

I do understand Tessa though.
Think I kind of want the same thing as she does in the book.
That is if I can't find anything real.
(You'll have to Google it or just ask me if you're curious to what that might be.)

I don't think I'd "steal" someone's boyfriends though..

. . .

Oh crap.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
Omg, I'm such an arse!

I know you won't be reading this, but I'm so terribly sorry E.
I'm horrible for even thinking about it,
and worse for actually trying.
Even though I was 90% sure I'd fail.

I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.


Probably won't stop me from continuing though..
Having that thought in the back of my head..
Hopefully it'll fade after a while.

But I'm fugly, awkward and a freak.
And he seems to like you a lot.
So you really shouldn't worry.
Nothing will ever happen.