"The heart is a rebel"

Just a heads up:
This post is going to have a lot of complaining in it.
Because Jenny's not in the best mood atm.
Sorry.


I hate hope.
It can go fuck itself and leave me the hell alone.
Yeah, Jenny used the f-word. OMAGAD!
Did hell just freeze over and pigs learn to fly?
Perhaps.

Also,
How come I'm always plan B when you want to hang out?
Or C.
Or D.
And so on..
Am I really that horrible to hang out with? .__.''

The pathetic thing is that Jenny doesn't even realize that she's plan B. She's completely oblivious to the fact that her being asked only happened because no one else had said yes.
You truly get all warm and fuzzy inside when you overhear someone saying "Yeah.. sorry that I couldn't go to the movies with you tomorrow.. It's my dad's birthday".
"Oh, I wasn't the first one you asked?"
"No."

James is thinking of saving up some money to come visit me..
I feel really mean for not telling him that he shouldn't.
I'm going to be a huge disappointment to him.
So not worth that kind of money.
Not even worth a dime, really.
I should probably talk him out of it.

Yeah
Maybe
No, you bitch! Do it now.
Yeah.. when he's online.. I think. Happy now?
Not really
Oh