The curtains flew and then he appeared, saying: Don't be afraid

I'm falling in to my old patterns.
It's just with a different person, that's all..

FYI, that's not a good thing.

"The heart is a rebel"

Just a heads up:
This post is going to have a lot of complaining in it.
Because Jenny's not in the best mood atm.
Sorry.


I hate hope.
It can go fuck itself and leave me the hell alone.
Yeah, Jenny used the f-word. OMAGAD!
Did hell just freeze over and pigs learn to fly?
Perhaps.

Also,
How come I'm always plan B when you want to hang out?
Or C.
Or D.
And so on..
Am I really that horrible to hang out with? .__.''

The pathetic thing is that Jenny doesn't even realize that she's plan B. She's completely oblivious to the fact that her being asked only happened because no one else had said yes.
You truly get all warm and fuzzy inside when you overhear someone saying "Yeah.. sorry that I couldn't go to the movies with you tomorrow.. It's my dad's birthday".
"Oh, I wasn't the first one you asked?"
"No."

James is thinking of saving up some money to come visit me..
I feel really mean for not telling him that he shouldn't.
I'm going to be a huge disappointment to him.
So not worth that kind of money.
Not even worth a dime, really.
I should probably talk him out of it.

Yeah
Maybe
No, you bitch! Do it now.
Yeah.. when he's online.. I think. Happy now?
Not really
Oh

"It feels like you're dying.. dying"

I should probably just give up, shouldn't I? .___.''

..

I'll give it a few more days.

"Sally's song" by Amy Lee ♥

Jesper truly is a great friend.
Even though he teases me 24/7.
I can tell him everything.
He's like my own personal, living diary.
Who answers me! Yay! :3

I know you don't love your friends, but that doesn't mean your friends can't love you.

Jesper Andersson, you're one of my best friends in the whole wide world and I love you, haha.

Yeah, I'm straaaaange for loving my friends, according to Jesper.
But being strange is fun.
Strange people ftw!

Because the world is round it turns me on..

Yesterday, when I wrote my novel I realized I miss writing.

So here I am.

It won't come as natural as it did before.

Not yet anyway..

I'm out of practice.

I've now got the guts to post this site on FB, cool huh? o_o

"Your skin is so white underneath the black night"

Background music: Miike Snow - Silvia
I can't stop "dancing" in my seat, this song is awesome.
You should really check it out if you havn't heard it before.

My hands are extremely dry.
They look like the hands of an old lady.

The hand lotion burnt my hands.
It hurt for like 30min.
Poor little Jenny.

Goodnight.

..

Havn't done this in a while now.
I think I've forgotten how to do this, feels really weird.

I give up.